2011.12.03

Treat me well ne~

I have been so good and kind :">

I am feeling so lost

To be honest, I am really disappointed.
Even I knew he would do that.
But deeply inside, I hope he would be different.
"Please, not again!!!"
[I am the rules, not the exception]
It hurts.
It's enough for chasing fun...
I am aging, my heart cannot bear that pain anymore.
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First time, it cut me deeply inside.
Second time, it hurt.
Third time, it is nonsense.
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For my stormy 25th year of life.
"There are some ppl appear in your life and change it forever"
Who was I last year?
The innocent girl with curious eyes looking for something new...
Now, she is not here anymore.
But I love the new girl.
Thanks, all jerks! You taught me a lot!

Rarely does adolescent love reach its full potential, but what happens when two young lovers reunite after eleven years?

Because of my Ti, I started reading "By The River Piedra I Sat Down And Wept".
And I smiled.
Such a lovely and sweet master piece of my endless inspiring writer, my Master.
Smile after an exhausted day.
Smile when thinking about him.
Smile, smile, smile ...
Forget all the shitty things.
Just stop for a while and smile 
:D

Dreaming of you, my illusion...

...It's freedom sweet as sound
...Would you stop and take a look at me now
Could you stop and take a look at me now
When you're standing right in front of me?
...Don't know what you get tomorrow
Not sure where I want to go tonight
Isn't that what life about
So long for the fears and worries
Let's go and you wont be sorry
I'll be the one that gets you out
...When you turn the lights will shine

...Would you stop and take a look at me now

And it gets more beautiful it gets more beautiful
As the sun turns into rain
And the hurt turns into shame
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Can you get this through your brain
That you can not lose again
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I dreamed about you last night.
It was the sweet dream that such a long time I do not have.
I want to see you! Damn!!!!

August, pls treat me well.

Dear August,

You were started by a bad morning and an interesting night.

I prefer the later part, you know.

So, again... Because I love you, Do you dare to not give love in return?

Just to let you know...

P/s: I love this pic and I would like to have one kiss or more [I don't mind the number  :">] Hope you are willing to help. 

Thanks and Best Regards.

Ly, the damn-lonely-girl.

Dream big!

Working hard for my own big dream is not only inspiring but stressful also.
I can feel the damn heavy pressure of my own expectation and hope.
OH SHITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!
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And I miss him.