One day. Two day. And the third.

“Just kidding' was exactly what people wrote when they meant every word.”

“...you feel a little bit lost right now about what to do with your life, a bit rudderless and oarless and aimless but that's okay that's alright because we're all meant to be like that at twenty-four.” 


“Can I say something?'
'Go on'
'I'm a little drunk'
'Me too. That's okay.'
'Just....I missed you, you know.'
'I missed you too.'
'But so, so much, Dexter. There were so many things I wanted to talk to you about, and you weren't there-'
'same here.'
'I tell you what it is. It's.....When I didn't see you, I thought about you every day, I mean EVERY DAY in some way or another-'
'same here.'
'-Even if it was just "I wish Dexter could see this" or "Where's Dexter now?" or "Christ that Dexter, what an idiot", you know what I mean, and seeing you today, well, I thought I'd got you back - my BEST friend. And now all this, the wedding, the baby- I'm so happy for you, Dex, but it feels like I've lost you again.'-

-'You know what happens you have a family, your responsibilities change, you lose touch with people'
'It won't be like that, I promise.'
'Do you?'
'Absolutely'
'You swear? No more disappearing?'
'I won't if you won't.'  










“So - whatever happened to you?'
'Life. Life happened.” 



“You can live your whole life not realizing that what you're looking for is right in front of you.”  








“Dont run before you can walk” 



“This isn't a letter, it's a gift.” 

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Yes, you should stop doing this.
Cause now I am strong and confident.
I do not need your gift to feel that I am deserved something beautiful that way.
Thank you.
Each letter was a seed, planting the beautiful flowers which are blooming inside my soul.
I owed you my secure. I owe you your warm hugs. And your bright smiles especially for me.
Your sincerely words.
And I promise I will pay them back all if I have a chance.